Showing posts with label Crucify. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Crucify. Show all posts

Saturday, January 16, 2016

TOSHI & YOSHIKI X Japan Crucify My Love with lyrics



X Japan.

TOSHI & YOSHIKI - Crucify My Love (with lyrics) X Japan.

Looked up the words Crucify My Love as I have been crucified. Found this song. It's pretty cool but I haven't listened to it much yet.

Crucify My Love If My Love is Blind.

Adding to Music 2.

Monday, August 31, 2015

Thousand Foot Krutch You Move To This Phenomenon.




Thousand Foot Krutch - You Move To This Phenomenon.

Been listening to this for the last couple days. Bit bored of it now buts it's still pretty cool and I like it. It's also one of my songs. The line "You Move To This Phenomenon" is me speaking. I was speaking about Jesus.

Don't know about Jesus anymore. I've done nothing but suffer and be tortured by other humans. All because of these songs. Before 2001 it was worse. I don't understand how humans can be so evil. None of the bible ever comes true. O death where is thy sting. Well death still survives to this day. People get tortured. Pain thrives. God does nothing.

God when are you going to change this world into something good. At the moment it's only evil. There is only suffering.

I'm tortured daily by humans. They mind control me with technology. They lord it over me. They won't give me any money to provide some comfort. They keep my phone call a secret.

The are vain and think ever so highly of themselves.

The bible does nothing though. Neither do Christians. No Christian believes my story so no action is taken.

I want some comfort.

I want some money.

I want to stop being mind controlled. I want the people behind it to be judged by the public for what they do. They mind control everyone. The laws they make put them above us.

They keep it secret.

No one believes.

God you suck. God your evil. You do nothing.

Jesus you suck. Your death which you could've avoided did nothing but give them something to mind control me with.

Religion sucks. It doesn't work. The cross has no power. Jesus has no power and is dead.

I need to die.

Jesus you are a liar.

2000 years of human suffering makes me believe Jesus is a liar. But to come to this conclusion yourself then you must suffer for like at least 5 years of the worst suffering imaginable.

Jesus doesn't save.

Jesus is evil. Jesus doesn't care.

Jesus teachings are evil. They are undecipherable. They provide no comfort in your pain. They only lead to madness.

The whole bible is a book of madness.

God is evil but more than likely doesn't exist.

What else can I say about God? Even right now the usual things that come up in my eyesight are coming up right now. These are mind control items. I am being mind controlled right now.

Nobody believes in this tech.

I hate God.

God has done no good in my life.

God is not good. God is not real. There are only evil humans like Hitler with no humans to oppose the evil. The evil goes unchecked.

I have for the last 17 years been tortured by humans. Even longer than that. They have mind controlled me all my life.

No Christian will accept me. They don't believe my words. My words about the tech and songs are truth. Yet no one acknowledges me.

God is not real. God is evil.

Christians are evil. They don't believe in their God. If they did they would believe me.

I hate God.

I hate Christians.

Not one person has believed me.

God does nothing. Nobody can hear his voice. In the face of absolute suffering for years on end God did nothing.

God your evil. You don't prove me wrong.

God show your face you coward. Stop hiding.

There are no weapons the average man has against the evil in the world. If your going to be tortured you will be tortured. No God will stop it.

When will I stop being tortured. When will I be believed. When will these men and women who have practiced mind control on me be brought to justice. Do you think they believe in your God?

They know there isn't a god. Their behavior exhibits what they believe. They torture people for fun

I am tortured for sport and fun.

You don't believe me. So they can carry on with out fear.

I need the people who do this to me to be punished.

Their laws can't possibly hold up under reality. If the people knew about them.

They break international war rules about torture.

I am a torture victim.

I have no scars and nobody believes me. Yet I am tortured by other men daily.

I believe the theory of God is evil and he doesn't exist.

But as long as men can do things in secret their will always be wrongs.

The darkness that these cockroaches hide in needs to be brought to the world

The world needs to know about this tech. This so others aren't tortured by it.

They are worse than Hitler these people. They are hardcore fascists. Nazis in true blood. Only armed with modern tech.

It is a war.

I am tortured as a prisoner.

I have done nothing wrong.

These people have made all the choices and decisions.

I asked for money everyday they watched me. I am destitute and poor.

These people have no heart. They have no mercy. They have given themselves to the way of evil.

They enjoy evil more than good. They practice it to get better at it.

I am very distressed at the moment.

God is no help. There is no help for me.

I want my freedom that is my right.

I want my rights that every human should have. The right not to be mind controlled and tortured.

These people think so highly of themselves. They call themselves God.

They treat everyone as underneath and below them.

They are not afraid. They have no fear.

So you Christian. When are you going to believe me.

I don't believe in your evil God anymore. He is evil. I have now endured more than Christ did  for a much longer period of time. Chirsts' suffering was over in a matter of hours. Mine went on at max level for 10 years. Then it stopped for like 6 months then the humans started right back at it. Now I have all new wounds.

All humans are evil.

I want my rights. I want the law to do me justice. They are breaking the law and they are from the Govt. Nobody cares about me.

I don't even have one comment on my website after like 8 years.

No body loves me.

To love me is to believe what I say.

From experience I can only go by. My experience is God never speaks to you. I haven't heard his voice. God doesn't fight for you. From experience God doesn't exist.

Men are evil. Men know that God doesn't exist and take advantage of  men that believe in God.

Why should I be tortured. I am innocent. I've done nothing criminal. They torture me now for pleasure.

They fail to understand pain as they have never known it.

I want the torture to stop.

When will the torture stop.

They make me angry. They mock and tease me with the tech.

They even can control what I type and make me speak out loud what and as I type.

They can see what I see hear what I hear. Who gave them permission.

We didn't. We make the laws. Not them.

They can't make a law that make me their slave.

I am a slave under law though.

They keep me as a slave. They treat me badly. Jesus is evil

I can't say how much I hate Jesus for all the suffering he has brought into my life.

Jesus you are not good. God you are not good either.

There is no one good. Not One.

These people need to have it taken off them. Permanently.

These people need to be mind controlled themselves.

They need their minds read and made public.

Something needs to be done. But you are evil.

You are evil as well.

You don't believe. You haven't suffered.

Until the truth comes out you are all evil.

You are evil with them.

You chose to believe them over me.

I hate God now. I have given God 37 years to do something. That's totally long enough.

God is useless in the face of human suffering and death.

God does nothing.

This tech seems much greater than god if it can control my every move.

What gives them the lawful right to make me their slave.

They are exactly the same people before 9/11 and after 9/11.

Nothing changed. The evil was allowed to live.

Evil must be killed and punished and tortured.

Lay your life down for me.

I hate God. I hate the world. I hate life.

You are not innocent. Nobody is. Please help me stop being tortured by other humans. Believe what I say. Maybe not about God but at least about the songs and about being tortured.

Noboby even believes I am being tortured. It's all in my head.

Well you shall mourn then.


Darcy Lee
Leeda





Sunday, April 5, 2015

Sunday Bloody Sunday U2.



Sunday Bloody Sunday - U2.

Bono - U2.
Adding this because it's got bloody as a second word like Sepulturas' "Roots Bloody Roots" and because my dad used to have this cd and i used to play it on a dvd player with surround sound back a long time ago. I thought it was neat. It was a real triumph song.

I like the line "All Right Lets GO!" and also Wipe your tears away. Sunday Bloody Sunday is quite the WAR song. War is so bad. It should just go away. This is a happy song well it excites me anyway. I'll include the quote from the bible.

Revelation 21:4  He will wipe every tear from their eyes. There will be no more death' or mourning or crying or pain, for the old order of things has passed away."

I like the bible because it says no more death crying pain mourning. That's about it. That was the scripture for the day. My point is to like the bible that tells of this good news. This is only good. Something that is only good needs to be hurried in. How to hurry it.

The Bible With Light.
Just think. Think some more. Where are you at? What you got going on? Death is still ever present and what a huge weight it is. We need Gods marvelous light. There is still pain. Pain is a weapon used against us. Pain is oppression. So no more tears or mourning means no more sadness. No more death or pain is a new world. I need this new world. What else can I say. I guess there is work to be done. Devils to be defeated. People in high places with lots of power. I welcome this much better world. Who has seen such a thing? Who has imagined. But can it be done. Is money king? Will the rich forever dominate and become the new immortal. What can the future hold.

It seems to me the rich dominate. The bible supports the poor more. Those with ideas and great thoughts will find themselves wanted more. They can already read your mind. Professional thoughts will be the key. They will invite you if they think your good enough. They are testing alot of people. One test is to actually believe in the technology.

The bible is lacking at the moment. It seems technology with things like the matrix are the things of the future. How can such a value tech be defeated? Whatever we think we've seen is probably this tech. It will explain alot when it's finally announced and fully in the light revealed. Until then this death and pain dominate the human race.

Let us be free from death pain crying and mourning. Let us be free.

Saturday, January 24, 2015

Scripture For The Day.

John 6:29 Jesus answered, "The work of God is this: to believe in the one he has sent."

So I think this is basically saying that the work of God is to believe in Jesus. Reads impossible to some extent. I mean there is a complete lack of evidence about Jesus. There is the bible and that's it. I find it incredibly hard to believe in Jesus.

In the words of Guns and Roses Sweet Child o Mine my opinion about Jesus..... "Where Do We Go Now."

That is to say Jesus is kind of an everlasting circle. There is no end to Jesus. The arguments to and forth on all sides never end.

Myself for one thing I could say that because I have suffered so much and ever so greatly that Jesus is fake. But the bible talks about sharing in Christs suffering. But that's stupid. There needs to be an end to suffering once and for all. A decisive strike.

So having suffered I fall away from Jesus with the opinion that he c
an't really help much. The medicine of earth is horrible and also along with the medicine of religion which works even less.

I have fallen into a horrible trap. O what a tortured soul I am. Who will save me. Perhaps the truth will set me free. It is good to be alive. I am much freer than I was in my Twenties. I no longer suffer the pain that I once endured. It's gone. I don't even have a memory of it. But now i'm tortured by the GOVTS again. With their mind reading tech.

I'm told i'm in a zoo of sorts. Also i'm told i'm a dog in terms of intelligence. I could believe both. So then what can I possibly hope to achieve.

Believing there will be power that does mighty good even if I die I press on. I just have to wait. I will start a fire on this earth at the very least.

I am already fading though. I once was and am yet to come. I have to believe that good will come. To satisfy any longings I had as a kid I have to accomplish good and alot. Evil wars with me.

Really why do we live. Is it just to suffer. There are some hard questions. I can't answer them. If the bible has done anything for me it has provided me with a puzzle. I hope the bible can do good. It is themed around such things. But yet it is so easily twisted. But it hasn't answered any of my questions the bible. The bible has only created problems for me.

I experience the bible to be cool. But it is a puzzle. Perhaps without a time travel machine we will never know. Perhaps an observation is required. I really don't know any keys to unlocking the mysteries of life. I am a passenger hoping to be taught by someone much smarter than me.

What are we able to teach our selves. Do we stagnate? I guess we grow backwards after reaching our peak. It's all down hill from here so they say.

I can't add much to the world with just my words. I'll leave it here.



Tuesday, December 23, 2014

Scripture For The Day.

SCRIPTURE FOR THE DAY.

Thought I would post this scripture:

1 Peter 4:1 Therefore, since Christ suffered in his body, arm yourselves also with the same attitude, because whoever suffers in the body is done with sin.


I've got the feeling i've posted this before but I feel a strong attachment to a lot of the scriptures that talk about suffering. I'm hoping that this scripture applies to me. I would like the power to never sin again. That would be an awesome power. If sin is nothing but bad then the ability to avoid it every time would be cool.

So I have armed or am arming myself with this scripture, hoping that my 10 years of suffering qualifies me for the blessings that are spoken of in the bible for people that suffer. This scripture is one of them.

I could do without sin in my life. I wish to never suffer again. I will avoid it greatly I hope. Suffering is horrible and something needs to be done about it. I believe I have suffered enough so others won't suffer. Or how much suffering is enough. Suffering is an evil.

I can't find good things other than scripture about suffering. I certainly from experience don't find anything good about suffering.

Perhaps oneday something good will come from my suffering. Perhaps I never will sin again. Perhaps I am done with sin. I hope so.

Leeda
Darcy Lee