Showing posts with label Christians. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Christians. Show all posts

Tuesday, December 15, 2015

Ozzy Osbourne No More Tears




Ozzy Osbourne.
Ozzy Osbourne - No More Tears.

Can't remember how I got onto this song. I'm going to add it to Music 2 because it's good enough.

Also Adding this scripture.

Revelation: 21:4 He will wipe every tear from their eyes. There will be no more death' or mourning or crying or pain, for the old order of things has passed away."

This fits in with No More Tears.

Wonder how long it's going to take.

Lots of Christian Labels for Ozzy.

Darcy Lee

Malachi 3 Jewels



Malachi 3:17.
Malachi 3.

There isn't anymore information on this song. It only has 57 views as of this posting. I'm actually adding it to Music 2 because I have got quite a few views and listens out of it.

I've been in Malachi about a week ago. I had experience of the scripture and looking it up is where I found this Jewel.

I like the translation better where it says Malachi 3:17 and they shall be mine, saith the LORD of hosts, in that day when I make up my jewels; and I will spare them.

I have this memory of being at Wai College (Pronounced War Col) and thinking that one day I would make up my jewels and that they would be perfect I and would have all that I needed. There were like sockets on the body for jewels which enhanced your power. Other people were Jewels. You could refine and cut them until they became perfect. I think it was their word that was a jewel.

I remember a little more but I won't write it down pretty much because it's so fuzzy. I was basically leveling my gems and cutting them to perfection before the day when they would all be placed in their final sockets to be there for ever never to be moved again and they were to be perfect. Totally Crazy. But that's what being mind controlled as a kid gets you.

ANyway. Check this song out.

Added Label "Malachi". I'm going to add all the scripture books to labels over times as I post more scriptures.

Monday, June 8, 2015

2 Thessalonians 2:8, Isaiah 11:4, Revelation 19:15 Darcy Lee

Scripture For The Day:

Isaiah 11:4 but with righteousness he will judge the needy, with justice he will give decisions for the poor of the earth. He will strike the earth with the rod of his mouth; with the breath of his lips he will slay the wicked.


2 Thessalonians 2:8 And then the lawless one will be revealed, whom the Lord Jesus will overthrow with the breath of his mouth and destroy by the splendor of his coming.


Revelation 19:15 out of his mouth is a sharp sword with which to strike down the nations. "He will rule them with an iron scepter." He treads the winepress of the fury of the wrath of God Almighty


So I guess the theme here is destroying with breath and mouth. I been thinking that speech or words could be a weapon or even create peace.

We make choices. Alot of these choices are done in English. Well communication of words could help people. Technology and learning and knowledge is conveyed by words and communication.

It would be good I believe to see the wicked slain not in death but so they can no longer be wicked or they are being punished or they are now good or something.

There are a great multitude of evil wicked people in the world. 

It's definitely hard to see Jesus coming back to earth after dying and being supposedly resurrected and then ascending to heaven.

It's also hard to envision how the wicked can be slain with just breath. It would be a pure holy righteous love filled breath  I imagine. 

It could happen. So anyway ponder these scriptures. Perhaps you could slay some wickedness yourself in imitation of Jesus with the breath of your own mouth.

Words or perhaps breath here is presented as a weapon.

Use your breath as a weapon and do some slaying of your own. 

I been mediating on this scripture anyway trying to solve it. I can't think of much ways your breath could slay the wicked though. 

Guess we have to wait another 2000 years and see if this is true.

Anyway. Down with the Wicked. Down with Evil.

Think about breathing and breath. That's what I been doing. Monitor it perhaps. 

Yay Jesus you go you good thing. I hope your real. But the thing is the bible is pretty far fetched. But then agin so is life itself. 

I believe in good over evil.

I want to see good triumph totally and forever. 

Perhaps I will see this in my life with the advent of things that are happening

I'll leave it here. Breath

Added label "Wicked"

Darcy Lee







Tuesday, January 27, 2015

Scripture For The Day.

The scripture for today is:

Revelation 21:4 and God shall wipe away all tears from their eyes; and there shall be no more death, neither sorrow, nor crying, neither shall there be any more pain: for the former things are passed away.

And also the similar in style scripture:

Isaiah 25:8 he will swallow up death forever. The Sovereign LORD will wipe away the tears from all faces; he will remove his people's disgrace from all the earth. The LORD has spoken.

Mansion In Heaven.
So God I have to ask. Will this be gradual or overnight? Is everyone going to live in space? Perhaps you already have mansions made up, these are in heaven. But this means the question where is heaven?.  It's taking a little bit of time as well. I can believe in mansions in heaven.

There is a matrix but it's human tech and not GOD. I have actually tried to trade home improvements and fashions of costumes and armor accessories within the matrix that is they can be only seen if you've got the classified rating.

Like clothes but you have to be using the matrix virtual reality. I believe i'm one of the first on the market. I don't actually have any designs or skills to make designs even with my mind. My mind is poor. But i'm sure being first on the market with the idea is important.

Once the tech is prevalent enough should be good business.

An idea I had today was to set up a site similar to YouTube but make it a solely educational website. Kind of like a video based Wikipedia for education.

The idea is this. There are millions of students going to school each day. If the teachers recorded a lecture or more than one on all the different subjects they teach over a period of a year. They might have like 5 lectures but if lots of teachers all added there work over the year if would equate to a lot of educational videos that students could use to learn how to do different things.

It would be a matter of getting as many teachers involved as possible. They teach every day. Teachers should definitely be adding footage and lots of it. Even if at the moment it's to Youtube. Also getting the students involved in making the video perhaps holds potentials as well.

I'm just saying that TEACHERS of students need to make more as many and heaps hours of footage of themselves teaching and post it in a useful way. Any and all footage should be posted as a teaching legacy. It would be the power of the multitude and mass of teacher if they all joined in in posting videos of their lectures. Instead of You Tube someone could set up an online university where perhaps only registered teachers could post. Power to the teachers and studernts. Creating a mass of videos should be for them. Footage for footage sake footage upon footage posted.

Comfortable and lasting. Better World Transportation.
Also another idea I had is based on experience. Basically there should be a minimum quality of footwear sold in stores. Like a shoe I bought from The Warehouse lasted about ill give it 6 trips into town and back before it had a huge hole worn right in the bottom of the shoe. Now i have a on special $50 dollar pair of shoes that are new balance branded where I have walked twice as many trips and they aren't showing any wear practically. The thing is the New Balance shoes were also millions of times more comfortable to walk in. Like they gave u a spring in your step.

This is like for transportation. If people have decent cheap shoes then they can walk twice as far and still be comfortable. And if they are doing a lot of walking then the shoe should be comfortable and long lasting. Not like The Warehouse shoe which was practically a waste of materials. The comfort level of The Warehouse shoe was very bad for walking.

It's really for people down on the poor end of the scale. People who don't have cars and have to walk everywhere. I guess also cheap peddle bikes can help. The Warehouse sell those as well. Thing is they probably lack quality for the price.

I know that petrol has fallen. But still for the poor people who have to walk it works for them to give them better longer lasting transportation in the terms of a better shoe to wear and eliminate a certain lower standard of shoe.

I guess I have gone off topic for the scripture of the day.

I'm pretty sure i'm immortal. If I die I will be resurrected. I have trouble believing in certain aspects of the bible. The work of god is to believe in the one he sent. I have no way to prove if Jesus was resurrected and came back to life after being crucified horribly to his death. I'm stuck there.

There are so many fallacies in the bible why can't I hold to them and see past. I keep coming back to the bible to be punished. Is there anything more constructive I can do with my time? Some how perhaps i'm a believer. But what draws me to the bible? I want the power of LOVE.

If one could solve whether there was a God or not this would greatly help the world. If you were able to communicate this information in a believable

way. But I bet that's an impossibility. The mystery of GOD will go on my whole entire life however long or short that is.

It is a mystery. There isn't proof. I can't prove that Jesus was resurrected. If I could prove that it would be power. We talked about power in my last post. I'll leave it here for now.

Leeda
Darcy Lee


What is Love?



What is Love Haddaway.

Adding this to music 2. Looked up what is love and this is the video that they are pushing. There's also a couple of interesting psychological articles about what is love.

That article states that you can't command love.

Not sure if that is totally true.

You can build a fire perhaps. Giving you more than a base level of love. A deeper love. From the excess you spend it on gaining more. A hotter fire.

Love if you have it can't be turned off very much.

Guess i've never been in love. That sucks.

Im concentrating on loving GOD and his son JESUS. But if they don't exist then I am wasting my time utterly. Is it wrong to love Jesus. I can't seem to find any love there really. It's pretty cold hard place trying to get love outta Jesus, enough love to change the world so that there is no more suffering pain tears or death like the scripture says in the bible.

I'm to sick to love really. I find myself getting a little sicker these days again.

To me love is a cure. It's medicine and allows you to preform miracles.

I have yet to see a powerful love like those in the movies where it vanquishes bad guys and demons and defeats all enemies. I dream of this love.

I have idealised love for a long time. I probably haven't loved for along time. Not since I suffered.

I'm finding myself falling away from the bible. I do love everything it says about love. But there is no end to the proofs that are needed such as Jesus being resurrected. It's simply to hard to figure out given the tools I have.

I'm pretty sure i'm delusional in chasing The Holy Bible. I just find the new testament, proverbs psalms and isaiah all very interesting. I mean what if it's real. See I am just this dumb and gullible to fall for it. I like things like defeating evil bad guys and love and righteousness and justice. This is essentially what the bible is about. So this book just agrees with my ideals. It appeals to me. I have a taste for it.

Not sure but believing in the bible it probably only leads to death like every other pursuit on the planet at moment. I like to think if there is anything to be found in the bible I can hopefully find it and be equipped by it.

This is a war on death I am waging. I haven't mentioned it in a while. I would like to live forever. I believe every problem has a solution leading to a paradise awaiting.

I believe we are all eternal now. There will be a resurrection. Nobody actually dies. But some are punished upon resurrection. All our lives will be open before everyone. There will be no secret thing.

I had more ideas but I have forgotten them.

So i guess I can say that being taught of Hollywood I am looking for love through the bible.

I am looking for power. For the kingdom of heaven according to the bible is not a matter of talk but of power. At the moment I have very little power. I am all talk no power.

How do u get power?

God apparently has unlimited power. Love is the power I crave. Because that's the strongest power there is. These also are just more words and talk. I don't know what to do,

We do some strange things when were sick.

So bible if your real i'm waiting on you and God to help me. If your not real then no problem I had fun with you even though you make me very angry for pushing something as truth when in fact it isn't. Bible you confuse so many people. O bible what is your truth.

I shall never see through you to perhaps something better. Bible are you the best there is.

Bible your certainly poor in many areas. You cause much great distress in my life. Why can't I rid myself of you. Not that I want to be rid of you. But I want to know that truth and thus have some peace. I want to be able to present what I have found to others so they can share. At the moment I cant do this as I have nothing.

I want to know the truth.

Now iv'e said enough.

Leeda
Darcy Lee

Tuesday, December 23, 2014

Scripture For The Day.

SCRIPTURE FOR THE DAY.

Thought I would post this scripture:

1 Peter 4:1 Therefore, since Christ suffered in his body, arm yourselves also with the same attitude, because whoever suffers in the body is done with sin.


I've got the feeling i've posted this before but I feel a strong attachment to a lot of the scriptures that talk about suffering. I'm hoping that this scripture applies to me. I would like the power to never sin again. That would be an awesome power. If sin is nothing but bad then the ability to avoid it every time would be cool.

So I have armed or am arming myself with this scripture, hoping that my 10 years of suffering qualifies me for the blessings that are spoken of in the bible for people that suffer. This scripture is one of them.

I could do without sin in my life. I wish to never suffer again. I will avoid it greatly I hope. Suffering is horrible and something needs to be done about it. I believe I have suffered enough so others won't suffer. Or how much suffering is enough. Suffering is an evil.

I can't find good things other than scripture about suffering. I certainly from experience don't find anything good about suffering.

Perhaps oneday something good will come from my suffering. Perhaps I never will sin again. Perhaps I am done with sin. I hope so.

Leeda
Darcy Lee

Wednesday, November 26, 2014

Was Jesus Resurrected and How to Prove it.

On another topic....   Just consider such an impossibility of proving that Jesus was or wasn't resurrected.  I thought such a thought as to prove the existence of Jesus.  If he was resurrected then he's awesome.  But there is no proof.  But there are still so called believers.  But they most of them, the believers are without proof, going on just faith and belief is not good enough. It's impossible to prove.  Jesus is either hiding or dead.  If he's hiding then he don't want to be found easily.  If he's dead then there's still no proof of that either so people keep believing.

It's an impossibility.

In your opinion what is the best way of solving the questions such as Jesus, God and other religions. Like they can't all be right can they?

The bible says the earth will be filled with the knowledge of the Glory of the Lord as the waters cover the sea.

So I wonder what God is waiting for.  I'm kinda waiting on God.  I expect i'm going to die before I see God.  I would like to see God if he's real.  A mansion in heaven and eternity to live would be awesome.

I want to be the one to prove or disprove God but I think my time has passed i'm old as.  I'm an ancient.

Really it's not up to me to prove God.  It should be up to God.  But i'll be glad to help ya aye God.

But I guess it can be proven with belief and not fact that Jesus didn't get resurrected and God isn't real.  We shall know the truth.  So what is the truth about this.  Most argue now that God isn't real.  I see their point.  But I grew up in the bible.  I like it.

I'm kinda ashamed of Jesus though.  Am I?  I can't back him 100%.  All I can say is that he probably suffered to the extreme if he was crucified.  So I can share in his sufferings.  I have suffered to.

So the question remains.  Was Jesus resurrected.  IS GOD REAL. I think it's beyond me the simple who tends to believe in a God and Jesus even though they do nothing.

Suffering says God isn't real?  There's plenty of suffering going round. God is needed. More than he knows I guess. I can't figure.  I can't figure if God is real or not.  I tend to go with the crowd who says he isn't real.

Leeda
Darcy Lee

Thursday, October 23, 2014

Nirvana - Marigold



Nirvana - Marigold.

Im'ma Marry God.

Darcy Lee

Lyrics....

He's there in case I wandered off
He's scared 'cause I warned
He's scared in case I want it all
He's scared 'cause I won

(chorus)
All in all the clock is slow
Six color pictures all in a row
Of a marigold

He's there in case I wandered off
He's scared 'cause I warned
He's there in case I want it all
He's scared 'cause I won

(chorus)

He's there in case I wandered off
He's scared 'cause I warned
He's there in case I want it all

Wednesday, July 16, 2014

Trade Me.

I have a thread going on a couple forums called TRADE ME.  I made a post last night and a post today.  It's basically talking about the matrix and how you can walk around in armor looking cloths that weigh nothing as pure decorations that only a matrix enabled person can see.  Also presenting that's it's probably possible to do this without matrix tech but getting others to see is hard and the catch.  Also trading in mansions and rivers of living water. Matrix
style.


Here are those posts:  The first POST:

Ok i'm giving away for a small fee shoulders, bracers and other armor and other various clothes and addons. These shoulders look like something out of world of warcraft. These are digital armor or even spiritual. Certain people who see the matrix technology and make use of it will be able to see your armor.

The spiritual armor is a God pretend armor. It takes more to be real. But is far superior to the digital matrix man made armor if it can be made real for others to see.

Walk around in your armor. It's light. You can't feel it. It can be totally transparent and can light up in an instant.

So there is digital martix technology based armour and clothing and accessories where u need to be interfaced and well they probably chip you to be honest for you to use the matrix and see its graphics on other people.

And for those who believe in a god spiritual then im saying it's possible to see armor on others if they wearing it (I think this is the future anyway another level above matrix tech clothing and armor). Kids can see it better than adults. Imagination but real. What accessories have you just painted and added on overlaying your natural clothes with your thoughts and mind. You can do it this way. To believe in something of substance.

Everyone will be wearing matrix vr outfits possibly oneday over there cotton cloths. But yeah Gods armor if he real will actually be more than ornamental and serve more than a purpose than to just look pretty.

So buy my belief I mean clothing and armor. Matrix VR all the way.

Wear your new clothing accessories in comfort and beauty and glory.

Knowledge.



And now the SECOND POST:


Also trading in matrix and spiritual decals for your house and car and spoiler kits for your house and car pretty shubery and trees.

Selling mansions. You plop this baby overtop of your house on your land. From the outside your house now looks totally different cause anyone using the matrix tech sees graphics in full realism overlaying your house interacting with your house but only to the people using the matrix. In the future its possible that crims might only see the matrix and not reality so it's future proofed with a security system that tagged criminals will struggle to identify in reality with. Matrix dinosaur pets selling. WTS. Any pet you can think of selling all matrix ai pets. Also pokemon and digimons to battle and mate.

Selling rivers of living water matrix style. Rivers. For your backyard or swimming pool. Waterfalls as well. Pretty much any decoration you can think of to add to your property that can go digital.

Selling pet AI aliens. Its a human ai behind the matrix but its representing possible different aliens what an alien would be like. (But yep they have knowledge of aliens but thats off topic a little.) This is a smart companion. It can change form and become more intelligent. 10111001.

I guess it's possible to breed thoughts with one another. Using the matrix. Or even text breeds other text as in the case of my postings.

Looking FOR Coders/builders for the Matrix. Text is code. Code in this thread to apply.

This stuff is all digital matrix or even spiritual.

What do you offer in trade? Also what are you selling?

Sorry for boring you.

I'm just a trader looking for fine pearls and treasure in heaven.

What particular things do you have for sale?

As with the catch only the people with matrix enabled technology where by they chip you and you interface with an ai will be able to see most of these products that im selling.

But they still good for the future. D1 original.

Now the spiritual items. Getting others to see them could be difficult. But it's possible. Spiritual items are much rarer than matrix computer generated items but the two will probably eventually intertwine perhaps.

Draw some things with your mind. You don't necessarily need to see it's image in your mind but you can still envision what our thinking. How far along out can you go with your thoughts. I'm limited to short thoughts that are often forgotten quickly with the next thought. It's hard to calculate.

Add some thoughts up with this variable in mind. It could be you in the future with age. If you have the luxury of a mind become creative. Use your thoughts up rather that store stuff up. If you discover a tool a mind tool perfect it then show it off. But be quick about it. I'm 36 and I lost all my gear that I had been storing when I was 20 and never even got a chance to develop it. I was hoping by hiding it, it was being developed in the background and adding to the sum total. Most of it it turns out was matrix human technology based anyhow. But there could've been something spiritual that was worth of being stored in heaven and called a treasure.

Gear could be considered brain body mind eyes ears nose touch heat cold. Also the fruits of these things. What other gear is there?

Ever get those feelings from nature like a read on your environment but it doesn't convert to English very well

The otherday I was at someones house and there was moss all over the ground it felt like a total wilderness even with the house right there. Thats just an impression that my senses picked up.

Thing is gear can be broken and not work right. But there's nothing like working gear.

WTT Want To Trade. Print your text here. My gear has produced this post my senses my mind my brain my fingers my eyes. All from experiences ive had.

What does your gear say in return? What are you going to do with your gear in your life. Gear, your brain, can overlay stuff in your eyes from my experience without even the aid of the matrix. I experience them as words and visuals sometimes.

The world needs help. So use what you got to help.

Matrix incoming.

All this stuff is for trade.

Leeda.

That was it.  I didn't get many replies but i'll keep you updated.

Tuesday, April 29, 2014

No One Will Snatch Them Out Of My Hand.

John 10:27-29  27"My sheep hear My voice, and I know them, and they follow Me; 28and I give eternal life to them, and they will never perish; and no one will snatch them out of My hand. 29"My Father, who has given them to Me, is greater than all; and no one is able to snatch them out of the Father's hand.

I have this memory at primary school.  It's from such a long time ago. I was very young. I can't really remember the truth.  I remember a kid snatching something out of my hand.  

If your talking Psy then it was like I was controlling people who I suppose could be sheep with my hands they were doing tasks and being rewarded or they were doing missions of discovery Psy.  I can't remember accurately. All I remember is demonstrating this to like 2-3 other kids and that a kid tried to snatch them out of my hand.  This is what he spoke.  

It was kind of like there was a link between me and certain others that matched me and they were kept in my hand.  Psy.

It's kind of like I wondered why he didn't goto the effort of starting his own rather than snatching mine.  I think mine in my hand were only slightly built up but that is the advantage.  This is about all I can explain.  I think by showing others I was teaching.  It's so hazy now.  I can't remember exactly what I demonstrated that got snatched only something like it was a link to other people contained in my hands maybe fingers.  I remember sending a person out and it was like they went right to the end of something and then back again completing something.  It made you stronger or more complete or there was some type of reward.  

I wanted to write this memory down.  It's so fuzzy now that it's not very good.  But basically the kid said he snatched the things out of my out hand Psy kind of exactly like described in the scripture at top.

If only I could remember what I demonstrated better.

I'm also going to post this exact post on ATS but it was posted here first this time.

Thanks for reading this fuzzy memory.


Leeda.
Darcy Lee

Friday, April 18, 2014

Why Don't Christians Have Powers?

This is another post I made to Abovetopsecret.com  The post is called  "How Come Christians Can't Do Spiritual Powers Miracles Signs Like Jesus Christ."  At the time of this post the thread has 36 posts and four flags.  This has been quite a popular thread for me.  Most of my threads die out before 20 posts.  But saying that I didn't get many flags of stars. Flags u get from other users for starting the thread.  They give the thread a flag if they like it and think it's important.  Stars u get for individual posts pretty much the same as flags but for everyone not just the thread starter.  Anyones post can be rated by stars.  Anyway here is the topic:



Mark 16:17-18 And these signs will accompany those who believe: In my name they will drive out demons; they will speak in new tongues; 18they will pick up snakes with their hands; and when they drink deadly poison, it will not hurt them at all; they will place their hands on sick people, and they will get well.”

The main power here is curing sick people. I would like to see people curing people. I think there is a lot of truth lacking. How sick can a person be and get well with someone placing their hands on them. It's not working. Priests go to hospitals to talk to the sick but the sick don't get better.

What are your suggestions for why it's not working? Maybe everyone is a sinner and there isn't even a single true believer alive yet. Perhaps we are waiting for the first believer.

If one person learned how to do it learned the truth he could teach others. But at the moment the world is stuck. The power is not working.

Lets take a head count? Who here can place there hands on someone and heal them? Is it such a bad thing to practice? Prayer seems to have failed as well.

If death is the enemy death is kicking ass. Will knowledge defeat death? What is your answer. I would take a Christian anyday over someone who doesn't even want to fight death and is happy to just die. Christians are at least active in the battle against death. They see death as an enemy. This is correct.

Immortality is definitely something to desire. A pain free struggle free tear free existence would be wonderful and that's exactly how I imagine Eternal Life.

But I also imagine Eternal Life with powers. Like the ability to walk on water or feed 5000 from a couple loaves of bread. Turn water into wine. And also to do greater things than these.

What is your definition of talking in new tongues?

Could there be a science to the laying on of hands? Perhaps the power is a responsibility. What is the key to unlocking the mystery of curing the sick by the laying of on hands. I know it's practised but it doesn't work at the moment.

I'm not sure I believe in Demons but I know that many people get pleasure out of doing evil to others and live as friends of death. There is plenty and much evil in the world. People can be very evil and I simply don't know what the answer is.

I'm sorry for boring you. I live in a fantasy world where we should all have powers and there shouldn't be any death or evil. I would like to see powers established in this world.

I guess so many have tried and failed and so many say it's impossible that there's not much point in thinking about it. My hope wains.

What do you think. Lots of people claim to have powers of some type but generally they don't and they are liars or delusional or small in mind.

What does a well built house consist of? Is it just enough to get to 80 and then die. This is a mystery. It's pretty difficult to get to 80 years of age. If your sick your generally suffering. I would like to see this suffering become a thing of the the past.

Even in the huge church gatherings where there's like 20k people no one actually gets healed. We all copy each other. Perhaps this is the problem. We copy someone who doesn't know what they are doing.

How does the laying on of hands actually work? Does it require words or prayer? Give your instructions on how to lay your hands on someone and heal them.

I mean how hard can it be. You put your hands on someone and hey presto. Yep nope. Guess it doesn't work.

I guess I have to move my beliefs about Jesus beliefs into the either to hard or don't believe basket. It's kind of like a myth or legend the bible so hard to believe. I'm pretty sure Jesus existed and that he was crucified and died a horrible death. But the resurrection is pretty tough to believe in.

Jesus is the owner of the church.

Acts 4:12 Neither is there salvation in any other: for there is none other name under heaven given among men, whereby we must be saved.

Jesus Christ has had 2000 years and hasn't produced many results. Who believes in the above scripture. Perhaps you can explain your belief in it.

Many people call on the name of Jesus Christ. I would like to see results.

I mean the church is massive. It has heaps of different branches and millions of members. But it's not working. People go every Sunday but no power is produced.

I guess I don't believe in Jesus. I'm sorry that I don't. I can believe in powers which means I can believe Jesus had them. But I have no powers myself.

I desire immortality and heaven. There is no evidence for Jesus other than people with no power.

If you do the things that Jesus did then you would be famous instantly. Knowledge of the lord would fill the whole earth.

Show me the Love. I don't sense any love. It's so very hard to see love in this darkness. Do you have any love for me?

What are your opinions. How far away are we from having powers? I guess science and tech will be the answer.

What abilities do you have? If you had powers the Govt would snaffle you right quick.

Am I dreaming about powers? What sort of power is love?

Sorry again for boring you.

Answer yourself.



Leeda


That's the end.  You can find the thread here http://www.abovetopsecret.com/forum/thread1008229/pg1 and read the replies.  I post under the name Leeda.  If you go to ATS and click my name it will show you all the threads I have authored over the last few years.

Thanks for reading

Darcy Lee

Friday, March 21, 2014

Asking For a Revelation About Jesus Christ.

This is another thread I created on Abovetopsecret.com entitled "Asking For a Revelation".  In the thread I ask what Jesus meant when he said eat my flesh and drink my blood and being born again.  I'm still in the dark as I guess no one really knows.  Anyhow here is the thread:



Are you able to provide for me a revelation about Jesus? Like this. What did he mean when he said eat my flesh drink my blood? How do you eat his flesh and drink his blood. I thought of it as telepathy for a while. Genetic coding. But it could be anything. This is why i'm asking for a revelation. I don't know what Jesus meant, would have me do and how to solve the problem

As iron sharpens iron, so one person sharpens another. So in this case something is passed passing from me to you in trade. Jesus words are his flesh and blood perhaps, the words of his that are printed in the bible, these words are pretty much all we know about him. So words passed in unique combination in this code we call language have the ability to help others or destroy.

John 6:63 The words I have spoken to you--they are full of the Spirit and life. Jesus said this. How do you capitalize on Jesus and the words he spokie and get maximum life and spirit out of them? Jesus words are pretty much still a riddle and total mystery. This is why I do discuss them when others talk about science. Why is Jesus and his beliefs any different than Tane the Maori God of forest and birds. Need your revelation on this as well. Hitler was able to get people to follow him. I'm finding it more absurd to believe in Jesus without some kind of revelation that sweeps the world. I need more stories of Jesus from people. If I am to imitate Jesus then these words of mine also contain life and spirit though not on the scale of Jesus probably. There is the power of life and death in the tongue, in these words I speak and your response.

So what is your revelation of LOVE that you communicating. I think often as we try and help others the first thing we should be doing is trying to help ourselves. We are weak. Did you know we are in the dark. We don't know very much. We are in the dark over so many things. Scrambling around bumping into each other imitating and copying each other but no one really knows. All the big secrets are just that. Secrets. Things that would provide light are hidden away.

We all operate in the dark. We think in the dark. If you are able to communicate to me a solved piece of the puzzle then this is good for me and possibly I can trade you for a puzzle piece that I have solved of equivalent value and this will create work for both of us but probably not. I'm looking to gain from this post in some way. Gain something. Hopefully life. I'm a little short on love and life at the moment.

I'm also looking for charity as I am a charity case. Not money or material items but items of other trade like words and thoughts and feelings anything charity wise you want to post. Charity me a post in this thread or a star and flag. Charity me with your generosity.

What is something you want to write about? This thread is pretty much open. Is it only God who can bring revelation?

I struggle with Jesus because of Noahs Ark, and repopulating every animal from only 2 of a kind and us all being related to noah. Also Jonah in the whale seems a bit absurd. Moses and a couple million people wandering the desert also seems a bit far fetched. Jesus actually uses Noah when he says it will be just like in the days of Noah at the second coming.

I have trouble believing in Jesus yet some part of me still fights for him even though it's so far way out. I really like his sayings. I like Good. The new testament has become like a Tolkien Epic for me.

Everything comes to a dead end. All I can predict for myself is like others before me I will die. Perhaps there is a way to solve this. This seems to be a core effect of what Jesus was trying to achieve. Jesus fought death and came to bring immortality.

I'm looking for revelation and charity, knowledge would be nice also as would any gains or benefits. How bout proof of love? Do you love me? Perhaps you could demonstrate LOVE for me so I can imitate and incorporate. Does anybody really love? I dunno?

What would you tell your kids as there growing up? What would you tell your father or mother? What would you tell me?

Beware the pain, suffering, misery. Beware. Plan and practice for it is greater than you know. Humans have the potential to suffer ever so greatly. Pretty much practically everyone underestimates just how great pain can be. This is my trade to you. Involve your thinking more about suffering. If you do actually suffer this thinking could possibly help you.

One thing. If your in pain let people know. Don't let them write it off as something else like schizophrenia or anything other than you are in pain a wrong diagnosis could stick with you all your life. Tell them forcefully about how you are in pain.

The pain can be kind of hard to locate exactly where it is in the body but keep telling them. Demand drugs to mask the pain and when in better feeling try and help the doctor to find where the pain is. Get xrays and whatever other scans available.

No one actually cared that I was in pain. I pretty much shut up about it. It was extreme always on for 10 years. You have just underestimated pain again and weren't even in the ballpark.

Check your diet. It may help to eat better and different foods. I ate poorly as finances were an issue.

Anyway what did Jesus mean when he said eat my flesh drink my blood. Also What did he mean when he said you must be born again. That's another riddle and mystery Scooby. What is your revelation?

Sorry to have bored you.

Leeda.



So that's my thread about Jesus asking for a revelation.  I didn't get one.  It's highly likely that Jesus is a fake. It's hard to say if he did miracles and was raised from the dead.  There is no proof.  I would like to believe in the works of Jesus like feeding 5000 people, walking on water, resurrecting people from the dead but they seem pretty much a myth now.  Nothing has happened in 2000 years and we all still suffer.

I would like to believe in Jesus as the New Testament has become like a Tolkien Epic to me but I struggle to believe because of Noahs ark which in literal form seems impossible but yet Jesus says that his coming will be just like the days of Noah.  Also Jonah in the whale, I don't believe that either.  Moses I can possibly believe but parting the seas would be difficult.  

The whole bible and Jesus thing seems like a great big myth and legend.  The world surely does not know God if he exists.  God hasn't saved me ever from anything.  I haven't had any contact with God that I can recognise.  I think that I have to come to the conclusion that Jesus resurrection is a myth that can't be proved.  

I do love the bible though mostly the new testament. I love Jesus teachings they are awesome.  The thing is Jesus probably did actually walk the earth and died a horrible death and suffered majorly.  To bear the suffering that Jesus probably did is surely a hard thing that not many can do.  

I love the new testament bible but I can't as yet believe the story that the churches propagate. 2000 years after events there is very little proof, evidence or facts of exactly what happened.  It's really upto God to prove himself.  I have tried but failed.  I can no longer think clearly enough to try and understand really.  

So yeah I don't really believe in Jesus but I try to.  I find some of the attempts of other christians to convert people into belief hilarious and very amusing.  Some of the beliefs generated from the bible are so dumb but yet people still hold to there beliefs.  Like the earth being 6000 years old.  The bible says the world in it's wisdom didn't know God.  There is only a small possibility that God exists.  I have looked into it and don't see the actions of Jesus in my day to day living.  I wish he were true but it seems not.  So yeah I don't really believe as much as I would like to.  The truth will set you free I believe this and would love to know the truth about everything and anything all truth all the time.  Buy the truth and do not sell it.

Anyway enough from me.

Darcy Lee
Leeda




Wednesday, December 25, 2013

Merry Christmas.

Merry Christmas.  Also a Happy New Year.

I got a new computer chair for Christmas, now my back won't hurt so much.  I also got some shoes and socks and a box of chocolates.  Pretty good takings. Not doing anything for new years again, I'm to old and to poor for that.  I'm 36 in May 2014.  I rather old.  Delusions come easy.  Mistakes also.  Hope I can live a long life without hurting myself or others.  We are all so fragile.  I have a Nanna still alive who's 82.  If she can do it I can at least live another 30 years.

We will see some amazing things in the next 30 years.  I'm hoping for life extension and then onwards and upwards to total immortality.  Failing immortality in my lifetime I believe technology will be such that I will be resurrected without to much hassle along with every other creature and being who has ever lived.  This is a fairly strong belief I have.  I don't think it's to far fetched.  Others disagree about immortality and wanting to live for ever.  I think the future holds a paradise but first there is work to be done in the fields.

Great Joy is possible in the future, probably through tech as it appears God has lost the race, after all God has had 2000 years. I could be wrong.  Maybe tech is Gods plan.  I hope I can find peace and trade peacefully with others.

Here are a couple of scriptures to ponder for no apparent reason.  The Kingdom of Heaven is Like:


Matthew 13:44-46
44 The kingdom of heaven is like treasure hidden in a field. When a man found it, he hid it again, and then in his joy went and sold all he had and bought that field.

45 Again, the kingdom of heaven is like a merchant looking for fine pearls. 46 When he found one of great value, he went away and sold everything he had and bought it

Merry XMAS.

Saturday, November 16, 2013

I Wonder Why.....



I wonder why god won't heal amputees.  Christians and Jesus persons always claim that people are being healed by them and their prayers all the the time. Like they pray for people to get better from cancers or whatever disease and if they get better it's  a miracle.

Yet not one persons legs or arms ever grow back.  Amputees are never healed.

If there were miracles everyone would know.  If even one leg or arm grew back it would make massive news.  But alas my belief in Jesus comes to an end.  I need to see peoples arms and legs growing back to believe in Jesus.

I have had fun reading the bible.  I like to pretend i'm good and wholesome.  There are some epic sayings and teachings in the bible but most simply won't hold ground.  If the bible hinges on Jesus then it kinda fails. You can't grow limbs back by prayer in Jesus.  Not yet probably never.  It's been 2000 years nearly since his death.  You think someone would of figured it out by now if there was anything there.

Medicine is fast progressing and possibly soon will be able to provide immortality under it's own steam. Most people turn to Jesus when they are in trouble and facing a crisis or extreme trouble.  I guess I would like to say that Jesus can't help you.  If your in pain or facing mental health issues or whatever be the problem Jesus can't help you.

You have to do it on your own.  It will be you who suffers.  It will be you who carries the burden.  Jesus won't save you.  But saying this I still believe in immortality.  So even though you die you will yet live.  I'm pretty sure technology will become advanced enough to resurrect people from death no matter what time or age they lived.  It will be for everyone.

The future looks bright but the present is dim.  We must endure and have faith.  Sometimes there just can't be better days.  Jesus can't grow limbs back.  But I say give it 50 or 100 years or so and then it shouldn't be a problem.  People are working today to solve problems that we as a world currently face.

They are doing this in secret.  We don't know about alot of the things that are going on.  I'm basically a cheer leader sitting in the background hoping and praying that things will come to pass that make us shine and bring life to decay and death.  There will be sadness on the way.  God can't help this.  But remember the future.

I foresee that  any problem we face today will eventually become no problem at all.  I'm looking forward to a paradise.  I'm hoping to live another 30 years minimum that would make me 65 years old.  I believe I will truly see some amazing things in this time.  If I can live 30 years I might see life extension tech, extending my life until eventually I can live forever and be immortal.  Failing this I believe in resurrection.

If there was a God I would love the justice.  Nobody could be more fair than God.  You know if your punished by God then it's fair no matter what your feeling.  But alas there is no God.  Prayers and Jesus don't grow back lost limbs.  Soon people will be praising the tech which grows them back.  If it's a race then Jesus is not doing very well.  Humans are managing under their own steam.

I'm incredibly dumb.  It just took me a while to learn it.  The whole time I thought I was smart.  Are you like this.  What path are you walking  in life.  If you have an education your probably smarter than me.  But even an education can lead you to error.

I've made some dumb choices in my life and are paying the price.  You should yourself try and not think so smart of yourself.  At least until death is defeated.  There's a lot of pain out there that could be experienced by people so be careful.  I don't think pain is good for anything.  It's a negative.  Everything about it is bad so therefore it must be defeated.  And this will happen.

I look forward to the day that pain and death are reversed and defeated forever.  There will probably always be evil people unless we develop a super intelligence of some kind, this may help.

Anyway this is long enough.  Jesus doesn't grow back limbs so I don't believe in him.  His suffering was epic but he got the church for it and has changed the face of the world.  Others who have suffered just as much as Jesus go unnoticed.  Jesus hasn't been very kind to me and I kind of feel deceived by him.  He promises much but delivers nothing.  Not even love.  Jesus could be a kind of liar.  What else is there to say about Jesus.  I wish some hero would save me from poverty, persecution and illness.  But nope.  Jesus never comes.  Even money wouldn't save me and really what else is there.

I don't believe in Jesus anymore.  Maybe when he grows back an arm, leg or actually does something about all the evil people in the world then i'll believe.  At the moment evil owns everyone.  Sorry for disowning you Jesus.

Leeda
Darcy Lee











Sunday, November 3, 2013

All Along The Watchtower Jimi Hendrix.



All Along The Watchtower - Jimi Hendrix.

I'm not totally sure if i'm going to listen to this much more but I like the intro and the line "All Along The Watchtower".  It reminds me of being on a watchtower and looking out for danger, least the word watchtower does.  I'm going to add this to the label amazing guitar as well as I find it unique enough and whatever else.  

So we is all on the lookout for danger to warn others.  I feel that because through my suffering I have something to say.  I don't really have anything to say but I should I guess.  I hope it will come to me. Matthew 10:19 At that time you will be given what to say.  I have suffered extremely and nobody knew.  So i'm telling you now.  There is extreme supreme suffering out there to be had.  Life hasn't yet swallowed up these things.  Some of you may be called to suffer in life like I was.  It's not pleasant.  I hope there is a purpose to it.  Surely it must make sense some how.

In suffering all is lost.  Suffering is the absence of joy.  I hope not to suffer any more.  1 Peter 4:1 because whoever suffers in the body is done with sin.  I hope that from my suffering I have learned not to sin as Christians call it.  I hope my suffering has perfected something or some power in me.  What is the purpose of suffering?  Nobody knows.  Suffering could be bad and therefore is an enemy.

Christ suffered.  If Jesus Christ didn't have miracle powers then we at least know that he suffered.  What is it about suffering?  I aim to live above and abolish all suffering in an age that accepts it as the norm.  Such is suffering that it needs to be finished and gone forever as soon as possible.  I believe that the level of suffering some have experienced already will somehow be enough to defeat suffering forever.  Something permanent has to be done.  Right now.  Not in a 1000 years but now.

Revelation 21:4 There will be no more death' or mourning or crying or pain.  So according to this scripture there will one day be no more pain.  I like the thought of this and it rings true to me that this will be the case and truth one day.  There will be no more pain.  Pain because of it's nature will be abolished and no more. Nobody likes pain.  If you like it it's not pain.  I cast my lot and my vote that all pain should be outlawed and abolished to the deepest darkest chains there are.  With the end of pain comes immortality.  There is nothing to fear in being rid of pain and suffering.  2 Corinthians 5:4 What is mortal may be swallowed up by life.  I think this means life will shine so bright that it will get rid of every bit of wrong and evil.

I could only wish God was real so that his bible would come to pass.  We at the moment live in the dark. At least I do.  God seems along way off from reality.  I have to believe there is enough power to war on suffering.  To defeat it.  I have a right, law and grace not to suffer anymore.  Suffering is wrong and it's here to be defeated and triumphed over.  No more suffering.  I have said enough for now.  War on suffering until immortality.  Let life shine brightest.

Anyway i'll leave you with Jimi Mr Hendrix.

Thursday, June 27, 2013

The Universe is Trying to Kill You. Out Smart the Universe.



This is like 30 seconds.  I think it would take a combined effort of the world to overcome death.  Each playing a member of the body.

1 Corinthians 12:14-26

14 Even so the body is not made up of one part but of many.

15 Now if the foot should say, “Because I am not a hand, I do not belong to the body,” it would not for that reason stop being part of the body. 16 And if the ear should say, “Because I am not an eye, I do not belong to the body,” it would not for that reason stop being part of the body. 17 If the whole body were an eye, where would the sense of hearing be? If the whole body were an ear, where would the sense of smell be? 18 But in fact God has placed the parts in the body, every one of them, just as he wanted them to be. 19 If they were all one part, where would the body be? 20 As it is, there are many parts, but one body.

21 The eye cannot say to the hand, “I don’t need you!” And the head cannot say to the feet, “I don’t need you!” 22 On the contrary, those parts of the body that seem to be weaker are indispensable, 23 and the parts that we think are less honorable we treat with special honor. And the parts that are unpresentable are treated with special modesty, 24 while our presentable parts need no special treatment. But God has put the body together, giving greater honor to the parts that lacked it, 25 so that there should be no division in the body, but that its parts should have equal concern for each other. 26 If one part suffers, every part suffers with it; if one part is honored, every part rejoices with it.

Something like that.  Everybody has something to do and plays a part.

It could be that one man or a team discover immortality and it's keep secret for a long time with people dying in the mean time.  I really don't believe they have it yet.  But they are trying very hard and everyday is a step closer.  They currently have a type of Manhattan project going I believe that will come up with some pretty neat stuff for humans to play with.  But probably it will be the domain of the rich.

They need to solve hunger.  That would power the world more.  There are many things that need to be solved.  It's good that people have to goto work for 40 hours a week.  The world is progressing.  You can see progression in the way prices drop on electronic goods like computers and TVs.  But I still say it's to slow.  Everyone needs to be involved not just the few.  People have skills that are yet to be discovered.


Saturday, May 11, 2013

Christian More Love, More Power - Jeff Deyo.



Christian More Love, More Power - Jeff Deyo.

I have been pronouncing Jesus as Daysis as in Days is Christ.  Daysis can be made to sound like Jesus.  Also I have been saying Endalls as Angels.  Anyway I just like this song so i'm adding it.  I could be a Christian if I believed in the bible but it seems so primitive for a God.  Sure there are some good things in there and i'll definately keep reading and listening but to say I believe what most churches believe would be difficult.

I believe in love I think.  Though that fails.  It's not a power to defeat much today of what is happening - of the suffering there is in the world.  Love falls short.  Who is there to help.  Drug could/can aid.  But do u get addicted and live a lesser life because of it.  Love won't help you with general issues or even important things.  It's quite an effort to summon up love which for me i'm probably not achieving/doing anyway it's just something that falls short.  How to love when you suffer?  Dunno.  Much to hard.  But that's possibly what you need to do.  I tried but failed.  Maybe I have never loved.  I had life a lot easier when I was younger.

Anyhow today is my birthday the 11th of May 2013 and I turn 35.  Happy Birthday to me yaya.


Sunday, December 23, 2012

Pray Without Ceasing - Test Everything, Prove All Things.

1 Thessalonians 5:17 Pray without ceasing and 1 Thessalonians 5:21 Prove all things; hold fast that which is good KJV. Or NIV is Test Everything.

When I was about 12-13 years old I remember thinking I should pray about something and at the time measuring to see if there would be any benefit any difference from me praying.  Er anyway I prayed and found that there was an ever so slight benefit but it was only marginal.  From this I came up independently of the bible with the words Pray Without Ceasing.

This was my finding that you should pray without ceasing because in all things it would make an ever so slight difference for the better.  Now the way I implemented this was to attempt to have all my thoughts as prayers.  The streams of my thoughts I bent so they would be praying.  Whatever that means.

I just remember having like all my thoughts converging and the different streams being bent and manipulated so they would then be praying.

Anyway I did come up with prayer without ceasing as a 12 year old without reading the bible.  It came from praying and measuring the prayer and seeing if it actually did anything.  I came up with the exact words "pray without ceasing" this was because in the beginning you could only move a small amount at one time.  But eventually you hit the jackpot and your moving mountains after praying.

The problem with all this is it's untested.  I can't prove my method for praying without ceasing and I can't prove that prayer actually improves anything.

As a child I thought I could actually measure prayer to see if it's working and also that every thought could be taken captive towards the goal of praying without ceasing.  That every thought is a prayer and prayer included.  But this all happened quickly and only got the once over.  I don't have the same skills I did as a kid.  Lol.  Yeah it is unproven.  

Saying that I was surprised when I found the scripture Pray Without Ceasing as I had used those exact same words.  Is God trying to prove my independent discovery of the words pray without ceasing.  

I do like the words test everything.  I'll try and test alot more anyway.  Most stuff from when I was a child never got tested, it just got believed.  And I mean how do you like test half the stuff you come across anyway.  I definitely enjoy testing my beliefs to find better truth or at very least the thought of testing.  I mean how do you test everything we must have like a million thoughts every minute.  I'm not to sure how to implement testing and proving everything and all things.

I am working on testing everything but I don't have the same imagination of when I was a child.  I would like to have known at the time of inception of ideas when I was younger to test them more as they have shaped what I believed later in life.  Like I said alot of thoughts and ideas went untested.  I at least now after reading scripture know to test stuff and suggest you also test your own thinking as much you can.  


LeeDa

Sunday, February 6, 2011

Ewww Religion.

So to post something bad. Terrabad. I'm wondering what Jesus meant when he said things like you must eat my flesh and drink my blood (john 6 in the bible). I wonder what the secret is.

So for 2000 thousand years people have been wondering what Jesus meant. I don't know.

John 6:53 Unless you eat the flesh of the Son of Man and drink His blood, you have no life in you.

It's like a riddle. Maybe it's real important. People still haven't figured it out yet in my opinion, I don't know either and I wonder if it has any importance towards immortality. How importantly should this be rated. I think immortality will be invented by science probably long before it can be figured out.

Maybe you need to see something to work it out. Like a key. If you knew what Jesus was referring to when he said eat my flesh and drink my blood. God is a dying cause in this day and age. Science is king at the moment. Religion has been reigning for the last 2000 thousand+ years.

I want to know what Jesus meant. He is hiding something. With these words. Something that could be explained more plainly. Eating his flesh and drinking his blood sounds cool because I reakon it's true that you can do it he's just refering to what he means in a hiding it unless you've seen something or understand something way maybe. He's hiding something with the truth in plain sight. I wonder what he means.

But truly I don't know. Whats your boring theories.

Eat Jesus's Flesh And Drink Jesus's Blood People that's my advice. O and atheism.

Darcy Lee


Sunday, June 17, 2007

Billions of Dollars. Living Water.

So I just thought now about billions of dollars. I would like billions of dollars. It's a bit disappointing that Gods not real and Jesus never existed because with my living water I could generate billions of dollars. Ya the the water that I drank of from a cup on my coffee table one morning that tasted like it was living, that could generate billions of dollars just magically appearing into my possession, my bank account, if Jesus had existed because in the bible he says he will give someone living water and it will become ever lasting life. Living water hmm. John verse something something. Jesus never existed. I'm sorry for talking about the bible. It's not anything worth spending much time over. Anyway with that sort of power you could earn billions quite easily.

I've mainly mentioned living water in an attempt to rule over christians. Muwahaha. Won't work though. I've written about it because it's connected with ever lasting life and thats something i'm really into(bible is false). Muwahaha, christians you must obey me. Muwahaha. (An army is always handy). I'm looking for donations really so i'm writing stories here on this webpage. Living water is the story of me ruling the universe but not really because the bible is false and my living water is like a really stupid thing to talk about exactly because the bible is a dumb thing to believe in and my living water was also something like a delusion which is a dumb to like obsess with and even attempt to rule the universe. Just saying god doesn't exist again.

Ya billions of dollars. I would like billions of dollars. Like at least $1020 million dollars. I can do this with donations. Hehe. I've made $10 dollars so far so thats 1 billion 19 million 999 thousand 990 left to go. It won't be that hard. I'm of the illusion you should aim big. There have been news stories of people making a house through donations with the net. I'm going for a billion. The aim is a billion dollars or as close to it using any means legal etc possible. This webpage is part of the aim for a billion. Millions will be fine. It's nice to think it's possible to make a billion dollars. To think it's possible. Some that think this will.

Ok it just clicked that I can't make billions and it's a dumb dream and the world is evil. Damn evil world. Donate to me because the world is evil.

If you believe in god like the bible then I rule the universe because of living water scriptures because god is actually real and I was just saying there wasn't a god umm *cough* yeah anyway donate because the world is evil.

Darcy